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Monday, November 2, 2015

Why am i here? Why am i blogging?

Why am I here?
Why am I blogging about my life?
First things first, I can be a very shy anxious person.
I’ve wanted to be a YouTuber since I was 13 and I am now 17… I never had the guts to do it.
I am a very camera shy person so that’s probably why YouTube is out of the picture (for now)
My primary school years consisted of being an outcast and bullying. I had popular friends but no boys ever liked me in the way I wanted to be liked and that really affected my confidence. I was their ‘ugly friend’ and I don’t think I have ever gotten over that stage in my life.
I have moved schools 5 times and I dropped out this year because I just don’t fit in anywhere.
I don’t have any solid ground in my life and I want to make ‘solid ground’ for myself.
I want to make a place where I know I can express myself, help others, show my life and not feel so alone.
This is an experiment for me, to see if blogging makes a positive difference to my life.
My goals for blogging is to, make it a regular routine, show my life, help others and be completely and utterly myself.
I'm excited as hell for this journey and I hope you stick around for it while I grow with this blog.

oh, hey?!

I’ve been staring at blank pages for months, not knowing what to write or not knowing how express what I want to say.
I had a blog, that I completely neglected after spending a lot of time working on and getting right but I felt as though I needed a new platform to write on.
To sum up the point of this post is I want to explore blogging and I want it to become a part of my life and express who I am but, I’m a little mind blocked. (If that’s even a thing)
My previous blog was very beauty blogger based and that is not an accurate representation of me. I would like to think of myself as a unique, fun, relaxed person (most of the time) and I want that to show through my writing.
(I can feel everything I want to say and do in my head. Why can’t I get it through in writing?)
I’m going to introduce myself now, because you’re probably thinking who the hell..?
Firstly, my name is Kaley Jessica (Jessica is my middle name) and I’m a 17 year old girl living on the Mornington Peninsula is Melbourne, Australia.
I work at a Swimwear store close by to my house and work with the loveliest people in the whole planet and when you work with brilliant people it always gives you a little bit of a boost of happiness in your life.
I used to work at a place with some horrible people and that affectedly me negatively in other aspects of my life because I knew I would have to face them again and again.
I have two puppies, a mini groodle named Gemma (she’s a little shit) and my favourite + best friend ever, Khloe. (I don’t know her breed but she’s bootiful)
I pride myself on owning a plant and keeping her alive for as long as I have.
She’s currently sitting behind my laptop and thriving about life … I think she’s happy by my window. I know you’re already thinking I’m pathetic for one, having a favourite pet and two, referring to my plant as a she.
Her name is Daphne by the way.
I am a pretty disorganised person.
I am single af.
I have an iPhone 5s.
I’m a caffeine addict and I don’t feel bad about it at all.
I also own a little cactus but he doesn’t have a name.
Okay that’s enough bullshit about me now.

Im so excited about writing again and this new platform and I don’t want this one to get neglected like my other blog.
My blogger goal is to update/post weekly.
I have so many ideas about this blog and I’m so excited to be writing again.
If you got this far reading my post you’re a boss and I love you.